S1E3 – Crazy little thing called love

 

Roller coaster by So Okamoto

After a few months together,  I started to have strong feelings for Axe. I even bought that book "The Little Prince" and gave him. I was falling in love and felt afraid. Let me explain it. 

Thirty days before I went down the stairs to study (S1E2), I arrived from an exchange program in Canada, and that experience was so positively intense that I wanted to finish my studies and go back for a post-Graduation. I was afraid to be committed to a relationship that, at some point, I would have to break to pursue my goals. I did not want to ruin it. 

Forever? He asked me one day. I could only smile. It is crazy, but despite the time, I still can feel vividly that moment. Suddenly, that tenuous borderline was being crossed by me. For years and years, I used to ask myself what directions my life would have turned if I had made a different choice back then. But I guess I will never know for it was a one-way road. No coming back, just like if I were on a roller coaster. Do not be afraid to make choices with your heart. Maybe it is the best thing you could have done. Maybe it has the purpose to teach you something.

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